I'm thankful for a family that is willing to travel a great distance to show their support. We haven't lived near each other for years and yet we're incredibly close. I can't tell you some magic formula that makes that true. I can tell you that we make an effort to stay in each others lives. Maybe that's all it is. I don't know. All I do know is that I hope that when they're older my children are as close to each other as I am to my sisters. I would not have been able to survive the last few years without them. They are my best friends. And I love them (and my mama) (and our adorable six pack) very much.
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Showing posts with label loves. Show all posts
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Our Annual Pumpkin Patch Trip
I'm thankful for a family that is willing to travel a great distance to show their support. We haven't lived near each other for years and yet we're incredibly close. I can't tell you some magic formula that makes that true. I can tell you that we make an effort to stay in each others lives. Maybe that's all it is. I don't know. All I do know is that I hope that when they're older my children are as close to each other as I am to my sisters. I would not have been able to survive the last few years without them. They are my best friends. And I love them (and my mama) (and our adorable six pack) very much.
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Grey Days
I'm struggling to start this week. And I know, it's a short week, having yesterday off. But maybe that's it; the week feels stifled. Maybe it's because I really don't like my class load this semester. Maybe it's because I resituated myself back into being at home with my sprites this summer and I miss them. Maybe it's because I've got the future on my mind and I'm staring at three different paths with no idea which one to choose. Maybe it's the nearly autumn rain. Maybe it's all of those things. Maybe it's none of them.
When I'm stuck in a melancholy lingering kind of mood I find my mind wandering to poetry. I find myself wanting to pour over Frost, Browning, and Cummings. I want to listen to moody well versed songs that strike a note within. And I find myself drawn to the poet's and writer's world, reading articles and blog posts about shared melancholy, shared worlds. I'm drawn to people who connect to the deeper soul part of me where my own verse lies waiting to pour forth. This tendency points to the path I should take, though it's the hard, unprofitable one. The path "less traveled" I suppose. I'm told taken said path will make "all the difference"*, though I'm not so sure. Yet. I'm sure more will reveal itself as we progress.
For now, though, I leave you with melancholy bits to linger on. Come with me to a world of subtle colors and grey. A place where we take "the weather so personally"**. It's quietly muddled here. Which can be a rather nice thing, if you let it.
1. Read: What to do when you can't remember who you are. by Sara Sophia. Beautiful.
2. Read: When you're broken and don't know where to go by Ann Voskamp. For moments when parenting seems an impossible task.
3. Watch. Enjoy. I love this song. And the movie we all relate it to. (As I type this my own "Cat" is sitting to the left of my keyboard, happily sleeping and purring away a perfectly grey day.)
*The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
** partial quote by J.D. Salinger
When I'm stuck in a melancholy lingering kind of mood I find my mind wandering to poetry. I find myself wanting to pour over Frost, Browning, and Cummings. I want to listen to moody well versed songs that strike a note within. And I find myself drawn to the poet's and writer's world, reading articles and blog posts about shared melancholy, shared worlds. I'm drawn to people who connect to the deeper soul part of me where my own verse lies waiting to pour forth. This tendency points to the path I should take, though it's the hard, unprofitable one. The path "less traveled" I suppose. I'm told taken said path will make "all the difference"*, though I'm not so sure. Yet. I'm sure more will reveal itself as we progress.
For now, though, I leave you with melancholy bits to linger on. Come with me to a world of subtle colors and grey. A place where we take "the weather so personally"**. It's quietly muddled here. Which can be a rather nice thing, if you let it.
1. Read: What to do when you can't remember who you are. by Sara Sophia. Beautiful.
2. Read: When you're broken and don't know where to go by Ann Voskamp. For moments when parenting seems an impossible task.
3. Watch. Enjoy. I love this song. And the movie we all relate it to. (As I type this my own "Cat" is sitting to the left of my keyboard, happily sleeping and purring away a perfectly grey day.)
*The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
** partial quote by J.D. Salinger
Friday, December 23, 2011
Country Family Christmas
We packed up for a few days and ventured down a country road to visit my family.
Everyone (except for my brother-in-law, a hard working cop who we missed) met up at my mom's house. Including my sweet little sister, (married to that cop all the way out in Dallas), who's expecting her first baby this coming year. My other sister and her family were there, so I got some good baby therapy from my super cute niece.
We were all showered with gifts, especially the four (and a half) kids. We got nostalgic over passed down maternity clothes. We played lots of games, ate lots of sweets, and just generally loved on each other.
It was the first time in over a year that we were all together. The first time in four years that we've spent Christmas together. So we savored it until the last minute, when we all went our separate ways again.
Even though we're far apart, all of these people mean the world to me. So I'll do whatever it takes to keep them present in my life. Run up the cell phone bill, send "I'm thinking of you" packages, Skype, drive and drive. That's what family does. At least, that's what my family does. And I'm so thankful that we do.
Everyone (except for my brother-in-law, a hard working cop who we missed) met up at my mom's house. Including my sweet little sister, (married to that cop all the way out in Dallas), who's expecting her first baby this coming year. My other sister and her family were there, so I got some good baby therapy from my super cute niece.
We were all showered with gifts, especially the four (and a half) kids. We got nostalgic over passed down maternity clothes. We played lots of games, ate lots of sweets, and just generally loved on each other.
It was the first time in over a year that we were all together. The first time in four years that we've spent Christmas together. So we savored it until the last minute, when we all went our separate ways again.
Even though we're far apart, all of these people mean the world to me. So I'll do whatever it takes to keep them present in my life. Run up the cell phone bill, send "I'm thinking of you" packages, Skype, drive and drive. That's what family does. At least, that's what my family does. And I'm so thankful that we do.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Stingerfest
Today was my children's elementary school fall festival. I love school events like this. I love seeing their personalities shine. I love the high-pitched squeal that girls make before they hug. I love that the fifth graders walk around in posses thinking they're so cool as they shove cotton candy in their mouths. I love the games and the hula hoop contest and that my kids are at ages when they still love giving their teachers hugs. I love the tradition in it and that they're making memories they'll have forever. And I love knowing that one day, when they take their own kids to a fall festival, it will be just as nostalgic for them as it is for me.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Matthews Alive! (Otherwise Known As Our Local Labor Day Festival)

Parades. Freshly Squeezed Lemonade. Funnel Cakes. Face Painting. Rows of craftsmen selling their art. People dressed up in period dress scaring young children. These are a few of my favorite things. (That song is stuck in my head because the von Trapps were among the characters walking around, singing of course, because what else would Maria have them do.)



Festivals have been going on since Biblical days and parades since Medieval Mystery Plays appeared on the scene. Both rooted in celebration and community. Days when we all come together to have a little fun and celebrate a common bond. In the case of modern day fairs, I'm pretty sure an outsider looking in would say that the common bond is a love of deep fried food. I happen to think it's a chance to see people you know, support your town, appreciate great local arts and crafts, and the bonus is deep fried food.

A fair is like a big case study of human behavior. During a parade you can always count on people to do a few things: cheer for firefighters, give respectful applause to veterans, and shout out to the kids they know who give an embarrassed look back. I get a great sense of nostalgia and tradition from counting on those things. And the festival itself has aspects we all count on. Like the artisans I look for every year, or how the girls know exactly where their favorite face-painter sets up. (Yes, we have a favorite face-painter. She uses glitter putting her far above the rest. The boy was also won over by her this year when he found out she would dye his hair purple, something he tells me he's going to do permanently in high school. Go for it, kid.) And the boy knows exactly which food vendors he wants to go to. He has a lemonade guy, a chicken-on-a-stick guy, and an ice cream guy. This year I tried to switch up the ice cream guy, but the scowl I got made me change my mind.



Above is my new art. I'm so excited to get those prints framed and put on the wall. And my new necklace from a lady I've begun to visit every year. I get more compliments on her necklaces than anything else I own.
I love a good festival. But the real reason I love this particular festival? For me it does exactly what it's supposed to. I fall in love with this little community. If only for a day, I love this little town just for the simple act of throwing such a great party. At heart, I'm pretty easy to please.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Home
This is home to me.
A simple and delicious meal set for my family. Home to me is a familiar place of comfort where you can rest from the world in the people you love. It's talking and laughing and filling our bodies and spirits with nourishment. It's having someone to take care of and someone to take care of you. It's sharing a moment, a look, an inside joke, a fear, an up, a down.
This is a scene that makes my heart swell with joy. It's the moment right before I call them to the table and they pour in, a loud, jumbled mess of beautiful.
This is a scene that makes my heart swell with joy. It's the moment right before I call them to the table and they pour in, a loud, jumbled mess of beautiful.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Loved
It's good to be loved.
There are two things that can really show you how loved you are. Being sick and being heartbroken. If your both the love can be overwhelming.
Notes from dear, old friends come flying in by mailbox and inbox. I keep them by my bed and hold them close to my heart when I'm sad. Care packages start showing up on the door step. It's like Christmas in a box. People start showing up on the door step too. People from both near and far, there just to give you hugs and soup. Grandmas and Aunts buy you special treats that look like dolls and video games but are really hugs and kisses in disguise.
Yes, it's good to be loved.
We feel very loved right now. Thank you.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
2010 Has Come and Gone
"Today is gone. Today was fun.
Tomorrow is another one."
- Dr. Seuss, One Fish - Two Fish - Red Fish - Blue Fish
Tomorrow is another one."
- Dr. Seuss, One Fish - Two Fish - Red Fish - Blue Fish
2010 has come and gone. It was a good year. It was a hard year. It was an emotionally charged year. But more on that tomorrow. For now, here are some of my favorite pictures from the year. My freckle-faced wildflowers have never been more beautiful.
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Thursday, December 23, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
October First
"There is no season when such pleasant and sunny spots may be lighted on, and produce so pleasant an effect on the feelings, as now in October."
- Nathaniel Hawthorne
- Nathaniel Hawthorne
Oh, October. My soul breathes a deeply, contented sigh on October 1. I love this month. I love the soft, cool breeze blowing through my open windows. I love the swish of the trees in the wind and the way leaves fall lazily to the ground. I love the produce of this season. The pumpkin, the squash, the apples. I love the anticipation of the holiday season that starts to build during this month. I love the cool mornings and evenings. I love the hikes that take us by shades of yellow, red, and orange. Yes, my spirit breathes peace during this lovely month.
And my children, they love October 1 as well. And I believe this comic strip sums up why.
Dog eat Doug by Brian Anderson
Happy October to you all!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
He's Good In His Space
My day was open, so I decided to go to the courthouse today to watch my husband work. He walked me through the hallways showing off his space. It's a home of sorts for him and he smiled as he showed it off.
When we got to his courtroom, I slid into a bench and watched him ease into the fray. Like so many flies, the defense attorneys hovered around him vying for attention. I felt myself tense for him and wanted to swat them all away. I would have snapped and told them all to sit down, wait for their turn. But he dealt with them all in turn without a pause between. As he spoke he tossed papers into what seemed to be a very purposeful pile of disarray. If someone asked for one of those papers he could pick it out from among the other hundred without a glance down. I saw him as a master of multitasking, a skill he feigns not to possess at home.
He carried an air of cool certainty as he sorted through the lot of people. His walk was determined and no-nonsense. I watched him diffuse some issues and stand firm on others. I noted he still fidgets with pens.
He began to call out names and I found myself intimidated by the confidence in his voice. He commanded his audience. I felt my old timidness come to the surface. If I had been in there for another purpose I would have found it hard to speak to him. Though, Mr. DA was pretty attractive from my vantage, which left me restraining a flirty giggle. The lady behind me got asked to leave for that.
The whole scene is a mess of humanity. It's a lot to take in. My eyes wandered around the room at the emotions in play. I watched the defended, the guilty, the remorseful, those who felt wronged, the witnesses, the prosecutors, the deputies, and the judge. It was a hive of bees all buzzing out of sync and yet in rhythm. It's a muddle. Through the mix I listened to my husband question and object. I listened to the authority in his voice when he gave statements and the exasperation in his voice as he discredited the irrelevant or the downright stupid.
It was a morning that left me smiling in pride. He's good in his space. He's unfrazzled and comfortable there. He is action and calm. He is both intimidating and likable. We have been married for over ten years and I'm happy to say that he still impresses me.
Thanks for showing me your space my love. Oh, and in case you missed it, I still think you're a seriously attractive man. We'll be using that "Mr. DA" thing later.
When we got to his courtroom, I slid into a bench and watched him ease into the fray. Like so many flies, the defense attorneys hovered around him vying for attention. I felt myself tense for him and wanted to swat them all away. I would have snapped and told them all to sit down, wait for their turn. But he dealt with them all in turn without a pause between. As he spoke he tossed papers into what seemed to be a very purposeful pile of disarray. If someone asked for one of those papers he could pick it out from among the other hundred without a glance down. I saw him as a master of multitasking, a skill he feigns not to possess at home.
He carried an air of cool certainty as he sorted through the lot of people. His walk was determined and no-nonsense. I watched him diffuse some issues and stand firm on others. I noted he still fidgets with pens.
He began to call out names and I found myself intimidated by the confidence in his voice. He commanded his audience. I felt my old timidness come to the surface. If I had been in there for another purpose I would have found it hard to speak to him. Though, Mr. DA was pretty attractive from my vantage, which left me restraining a flirty giggle. The lady behind me got asked to leave for that.
The whole scene is a mess of humanity. It's a lot to take in. My eyes wandered around the room at the emotions in play. I watched the defended, the guilty, the remorseful, those who felt wronged, the witnesses, the prosecutors, the deputies, and the judge. It was a hive of bees all buzzing out of sync and yet in rhythm. It's a muddle. Through the mix I listened to my husband question and object. I listened to the authority in his voice when he gave statements and the exasperation in his voice as he discredited the irrelevant or the downright stupid.
It was a morning that left me smiling in pride. He's good in his space. He's unfrazzled and comfortable there. He is action and calm. He is both intimidating and likable. We have been married for over ten years and I'm happy to say that he still impresses me.
Thanks for showing me your space my love. Oh, and in case you missed it, I still think you're a seriously attractive man. We'll be using that "Mr. DA" thing later.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Autumn Has Arrived
Pumpkin muffins are in the oven. That must mean it's the first day of autumn, my favorite of all seasons. Yes, I believe it is. It's the first day of the season that pleases my senses in every way. And I'd like to usher it in with this lovely little piece from "the Hoosier poet".
When the Frost is on the Punkin
by James Whitcomb Riley
When the frost is on the punkin and the fodder’s in the shock,
And you hear the kyouck and gobble of the struttin’ turkey-cock,
And the clackin’ of the guineys, and the cluckin’ of the hens,
And the rooster’s hallylooyer as he tiptoes on the fence;
O, it’s then’s the times a feller is a-feelin’ at his best,
With the risin’ sun to greet him from a night of peaceful rest,
As he leaves the house, bareheaded, and goes out to feed the stock,
When the frost is on the punkin and the fodder’s in the shock.
They’s something kindo’ harty-like about the atmusfere
When the heat of summer’s over and the coolin’ fall is here—
Of course we miss the flowers, and the blossums on the trees,
And the mumble of the hummin’-birds and buzzin’ of the bees;
But the air’s so appetizin’; and the landscape through the haze
Of a crisp and sunny morning of the airly autumn days
Is a pictur’ that no painter has the colorin’ to mock—
When the frost is on the punkin and the fodder’s in the shock.
The husky, rusty russel of the tossels of the corn,
And the raspin’ of the tangled leaves, as golden as the morn;
The stubble in the furries—kindo’ lonesome-like, but still
A-preachin’ sermuns to us of the barns they growed to fill;
The strawstack in the medder, and the reaper in the shed;
The hosses in theyr stalls below—the clover over-head!—
O, it sets my hart a-clickin’ like the tickin’ of a clock,
When the frost is on the punkin and the fodder’s in the shock!
Then your apples all is gethered, and the ones a feller keeps
Is poured around the celler-floor in red and yeller heaps;
And your cider-makin’ ’s over, and your wimmern-folks is through
With their mince and apple-butter, and theyr souse and saussage, too! ...
I don’t know how to tell it—but ef sich a thing could be
As the Angels wantin’ boardin’, and they’d call around on me—
I’d want to ’commodate ’em—all the whole-indurin’ flock—
When the frost is on the punkin and the fodder’s in the shock!
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Yiasou!
Monday, August 23, 2010
Jack Johnson In Concert
Dear Jack Johnson,
Thanks for visiting the Queen City last night. You can come back and sing to me anytime. I'll gladly spend my night wasting time and dancing to your laid back melodies.
Thanks for playing at the outdoor theater under the moonlight. It was the perfect mood enhancer to your guitar-bongo-piano beat. We had perfect seats. Up on the hill with a nice place to prop our feet up, have a drink, and relax. Thanks for breaking out the ukulele. I like a funky ukulele piece every now and then. It makes you want to prop your feet up, drink a little more, and relax.
Thanks for being a peace lover and breaking up the fight that broke out in front of the stage during Banana Pancakes. You're right, it's not a hater song. It's a happy song that should make you want to snuggle up with someone you love. But then again that's really the vibe that most of your songs have. Chill, surfer, beachy love with some be-nice-to-others ethics thrown in for good measure. Speaking of those ethics, thanks for not preaching it from the stage. I hate it when people do that. The slides during intermission were plenty and let me know that we're on the same charity page. Slow food, farm to school, clean ocean. I'm on board.
This little letter wouldn't be complete without also saying thanks to your friends. G-Love, Zack Gill, you guys are awesome. I knew you guys were good, but I didn't expect to fall in love. So thanks for some new songs on my ipod.
Really, just thanks for an all around great night that left me crashed in bed dreaming about being carried off to the sea, which is my favorite kind of dream to have.
See you in between dreams,
Megan
PS: Thanks for my cool new regatta hoodie. People who really know me, know that I will wear the life out of it. Plus I get to see boats every time I put it on. My husband is the only person who truly knows why that's so funny. I'm glad he loves me despite my quirky sentimentality.
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